For much of my adult life, I believed that my worth was defined by how much I achieved.
Growing up, I learned to perform. I was the only daughter and the middle child in a family of five. My parents provided many opportunities, and in many ways, I felt supported. My mother was loving and kind, but her presence could feel inconsistent, and what worked for my brothers did not always work for me. I began swimming competitively at a young age, and the pool became an important space, one where I could explore a different part of myself and thrive within the structure and competition.
But over time, I began to feel a quiet disconnection from myself…